Memento Mori.

If you guys still want to follow me there, then feel free. The url is…

ohlookitswinston.tumblr.com

I hardly post on tumblr anymore, and I wanna get back onto it, but be more specific on the blogs I follow and things I post. So expect a lot of anime, music, art, literature, and the usual memes. Thanks!

Over time, when I get my real life friends to follow my other blog, this one will be deleted!

And you’re number 41.

I called her last night because she said she wasn’t having the greatest of days and I wanted to make her feel better. And things were going alright until she broke down crying because of some problem with her friends. And, I just felt so awful for not being able to relate, or being able to sympathize. She was absolutely miserable. I calmed her down, and I told her not to think about it, and I begged to God that she wouldn’t start cutting again. Eventually she calmed down, but still. I still feel horrible for not being able to do anything more for her. Outside of my Rosary group, I don’t really have that many friends that I can confide in with my problems. People that I can call a “best friend”. Hell, friends in general. The amount of people that I can really trust can be counted on one hand. I can’t tell her to do what I’d do in a situation like that and just not trust or befriend anybody, but she needs those kinds of people in her life. Eh, I’m a terrible boyfriend.

And I look damn fucking sexy delicious. I should dress up more often.